Words By Stevie Boreham — Somatic Practitioner supporting Mothers and their Children.
When we think of motherhood, we often focus on the external landscape: the toys scattered like shrapnel across the rug, the relentless logistics of the school run, and the physical needs of our children.
After twenty years of working deeply with children and their families, I have realised that the most vital terrain – the one that dictates the peace of the entire home – is the Mother’s Internal Landscape. By this, I mean your nervous system.
It is the invisible soil from which everything in your family grows. It is the climate that determines whether your home feels like a sanctuary or a storm. And most importantly, it is the primary compass your child uses to navigate their own sense of safety in the world.
We live in a culture that asks us to be managers of our children’s lives. We are led to believe that if we just find the right technique or the perfect schedule, we can fix the friction. That life will feel easier and more joyful… But when we approach our motherhood as “problems to be solved”, we lose the very thing our children – and we – crave most: Right Relationship.
Right Relationship isn’t about being perfect or polite; it’s about resonance. It is the ability to stay tethered to your own centre, so that you can meet your child where they are, without being swept away by their storm or shutting down in the face of their fire.
Losing yourself in the process is not a requirement of motherhood.
I often sit with the image of the Matryoshka—the Russian Nesting Doll.
In Western culture, we expect the mother to be the outermost doll: the big, sturdy container that holds everyone else. But who holds her? Usually, no one. She is often a hollow shell trying to protect the smaller selves inside: the child she is raising, the girl she once was, the woman she is still becoming – while she herself is suspended in mid-air.
I see a different architecture of motherhood. Imagine a lineage of holding: I hold the mother. So the mother can hold the child. So the child can eventually hold their own boundaries and body-wisdom.
Your capacity to attune to your child is directly linked to how much ‘felt safety’ you have access to in your own skin. You cannot give from scorched ground.
There is a biological truth we often overlook: You and your child have been sharing a nervous system since day one. Through the power of co-regulation, your child’s nervous system is biologically wired to scan yours for cues.
In the womb, their tiny heart regulated to your beat. After birth, they sought the safe harbor of your chest to find their own calm. But this connection doesn’t end when the umbilical cord is cut, or even when they start school. Through the power of co-regulation, your child’s nervous system is biologically wired to scan yours for cues.
When we are feeling wired yet exhausted, our internal landscape becomes static, fuzzy, untethered. You know that buzz behind your eyes? The ache in your shoulders? That is the static of an overwhelmed nervous system. Our children pick up that signal; it’s why it often feels like they’re pushing your buttons on purpose.
To find your child, you must first find yourself.
I remember standing at my kitchen sink when my son was five months old, my hands deep in warm, soapy water. It was one of those afternoons where everything felt heavy, as if the walls were caving in on me. From the other room came my son’s cry – for what felt like the 100th time that day.
I felt the tug. My body tightened. My nervous system flared. One part of me wanted to finish the dishes – to have just one thing completed – while the other part felt the primal pull toward his distress.
That particular day, I stayed at the sink, jaw clenched, powering through the dishes while my irritation rose and his crying got louder. I felt hollow. Once I went to him, trying to contain his storm while my own was flooding over was impossible. The story ends with us both crying. Perhaps it’s a story you know well?
Later that week, the same situation arose. I must have had greater capacity on this day, maybe the sun was shining or I’d got a little more sleep than usual because this time, I instinctively did something different. I realised that the dishes weren’t the priority – the resonance was. I dried my hands, not as a martyr, but as a mother who was anchored enough to choose relationship over management. Soothing him was easier because I had found my steady first.
In my 1:1 coaching and mentorship programme, The Steadying, I support mothers to stop treating themselves as “projects to be fixed” and to start tending to themselves as ecosystems – much in the same way they do their children or their gardens.
Transformation isn’t a straight line; it’s a spiral path. We journey through settling the internal landscape before we access the intuitive ancient knowing of our body. Only then can we find the courage to lead our families from a place of authentic truth.
This isn’t about being a perfectly calm parent. That doesn’t exist. It’s about the return. It’s the shaky breath you take in the middle of a sibling argument that says: I am still here. I am grounded in the unknown.
If you feel like you’ve been living in survival mode, I want you to know that you don’t need more parenting tactics. You need a deeper, more compassionate connection to your own internal world.
Motherhood is an unfolding.
By tending the roots of your own presence, you allow the version of motherhood your soul has been longing for to finally bloom.
You are allowed to land. You are allowed to be the one who is held.
About the author – Stevie Boreham is a Somatic Coach and Mentor with 20 years of experience in child development and attunement. Through her 1:1 mentorship, The Steadying, she provides deeply held support and bi-weekly somatic coaching for mothers moving from survival mode into resonance.
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